Tag Archive: prayer

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teedbits; disclaimer: a lot of lamenting, “why”-ing (or perhaps more accurately, complaining), and processing [anxiety] It’s fascinating how anxiety affects the body. I have a sense of what triggers me (emotional turmoil and… Continue reading

fin.

teedbits: [0] I downloaded the “Day One” journaling app years ago before it became a paid app and I’ve used it over the years to type prayers out when I am too distracted… Continue reading

but,

It’s Holy Saturday – I should be sleeping in order to get up early for sunrise service tomorrow. I’m set on zoning out to Netflix before I sleep when it suddenly hits me:… Continue reading

hope

teedbits; [0] Depression feels like a gaping black hole in the middle of your chest. Something akin to a vacuum. You try to fill it up with things but it never fills up fast… Continue reading

Z

teedbit/word vomit/sleep deprivation I was introduced to Zhiping by a mutual friend. She was moving to Philly after graduation and needed help finding a roommate. It just so happened that I was moving… Continue reading

C

3am teedbits because sleep always eludes me when I most need it. [0] I give up on sleeping and prop myself up on my elbows (Claudia throws up her hands and sighs cutely… Continue reading

Darling

Sadness and peace. — I wake up not tired but as I peer silently at my phone in the dark, attempting to get through my bible plan, I find myself dozing off. An… Continue reading

longspur

Choi takes a right turn instead of a left at the light where I’d usually take the left to get home. We wait at the next light and I absentmindedly think that if… Continue reading

ph

Sick day teedbits – disjointed and misconnected and slightly incoherent because I am as well: 1. In which a girl who cries alone tells another, “I just don’t want you to cry alone.”… Continue reading

Even though we’re doing basically nothing at work, I still find myself randomly breaking out into a series of maniacal grins and grimaces as I force the corners of my lips to stay neutral.… Continue reading