This week is going to involve a lot of prayer, head smacking, tantrum throwing, crying, quiet time, not sleeping (?), and Jesus. The only way I’m going to get through this is to… Continue reading


Love is shaped like a cross. [Not the heart; love is not about the heart. Love is about a choice] — I have been looking forward to Valentine’s Day for the longest time… Continue reading


Like Marie told me, there are many things to celebrate and be joyful about. Jesus, being the main thing. — I understand why Viv loves working out now…kind of. Volleyball is painful, tiring, and… Continue reading


I am very tired. But, that just means more reason to rely on the Lord. I am going to persevere. — Currently, I have no motivation to do anything besides write this and… Continue reading


“Just don’t be scared.” — Joshua 1:17 Only be strong and courageous! — He sounds like He is almost pleading. “Just don’t be scared,” He tells me. Because fear of anything else other… Continue reading


I will draw my strength from the Lord. — The first day of classes are over and I am exhausted. I don’t mind too much; already I’ve settled into that familiar routine of… Continue reading

I’m praying that I fall asleep tonight. If I don’t; I pray that I will rejoice all the same. — I spend the whole night tossing and turning; thoughts shooting in all directions across… Continue reading

Leaving home was surprisingly easy. I lingered for a bit before I left, said a soft goodbye to the walls that had brought me so much peace; I thanked Jesus for coming home with… Continue reading


This morning’s quiet time was on 2 Samuel 22, which coincidentally is also my favorite psalm of all time; psalm 18. I’ve read this psalm maybe 20+ times; my bible turns automatically to… Continue reading

I’m writing this in the midst of a panic attack or whatever it is that’s afflicting me now. Be strong and courageous. There is so much fear consuming me at the moment. [Your… Continue reading