Category Archive: Reflections

but,

It’s Holy Saturday – I should be sleeping in order to get up early for sunrise service tomorrow. I’m set on zoning out to Netflix before I sleep when it suddenly hits me:… Continue reading

hope

teedbits; [0] Depression feels like a gaping black hole in the middle of your chest. Something akin to a vacuum. You try to fill it up with things but it never fills up fast… Continue reading

C

Philly just won’t be the same without you. Yesterday, I mulled over the word “goodbye” as we hung out the three of us for the last time. In Chinese, goodbye is 再见 which… Continue reading

Z

teedbit/word vomit/sleep deprivation I was introduced to Zhiping by a mutual friend. She was moving to Philly after graduation and needed help finding a roommate. It just so happened that I was moving… Continue reading

颜色

I leave my room quickly after hearing Chaowen ask if I’m home; for some reason I think her voice is shaky and worry that she might be emotionally distraught, remembering the last time… Continue reading

C

3am teedbits because sleep always eludes me when I most need it. [0] I give up on sleeping and prop myself up on my elbows (Claudia throws up her hands and sighs cutely… Continue reading

Boston

teedbits: [Jinsol] grabs her DSLR and ushers Jeary into a spot in front of her; she takes several photos of him with the Charles river as a beautiful backdrop, reassuring him that no… Continue reading

color

scattered, long-winded teedbits deconstructing my vast array of insecurities and sinful timidities and the glorious redeeming grace of Jesus amidst all of it because I miss writing so freely like this: [graydient] I… Continue reading

Ebb

teedbits: [ 3.4.2018 | warmth ] I’m poking fun at David when Luke passes us by and puts a hand to both our backs in a quick greeting. “Are you guys coming?” he… Continue reading

Darling

Sadness and peace. — I wake up not tired but as I peer silently at my phone in the dark, attempting to get through my bible plan, I find myself dozing off. An… Continue reading